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» Someone else got here before you.
» The garden is desolated.
» Nothing but mangled leaves and roots where once stood your beautiful little mango trees and flower bushes. Even the blue lotuses you had been so proud of are gone. It’s awful… dreadful… just dreadful.
» Inside, the intruder’s handiwork is just as devastating. It barely even looks like your home anymore. All the things that made it home seem like an ugly shell full of shattered pots and trampled wigs. Inspection of your respiteblock yields even worse results; Your recuperacoon is destroyed, as well as your coffee table. The winecellar floor is just as bad, soaked in liquor and littered with broken and empty bottles.
» The only clue the culprit as left are large hieroglyphs painted crudely on the livingblock wall, and you only know one troll who could write in these symbols.
» You should be able to decipher the message, but you can’t. You never took the time all those perigees ago to learn how, like she wanted. Chances are, you don’t want to know what they say, anyway. The mess she’s made says enough already. The deed’s been done. And of course Huhu wasn’t here to stop it. Huhu is never here. For all you know he could have died ages ago, really…
» You don’t want to think about it. You don’t want to think at all. You justw ant to drown in some catatonic state of self-loathing, maybe. Fall asleep for a dozen sweeps are so, then wake up when everyone’s off-planet and you’re too old to care.
» …No, that’s all nonsense. What you really want is your matesprit back. And your kismesis. And Emante, and Bielav, and Ricmen, and everyone who left you. But stupid as you are, you’ve got enough common sense to know that it won’t happen.
» You scan the floor for an unharmed wig and quickly put the first one you find back on your bald, ugly head. If you’ve got anything left, it’s a single, thin shred of dignity.
» Then you sit on the couch wearily with an empty wine bottle. What else is there to do with yourself? You haven’t slept, you haven’t eaten, and you don’t care. You’re all alone.
>You hear some noises.
>A bit of rummaging, nothing unexpected. You’re far form startled.
>You take your time giving your glass another swirl. Taking in the aroma of some finer wine. Nothing as high grade as you wished it could be but it wasn’t the value that kept you drinking it. It was more….poetic to you that you’d enjoy someone’s last drink with them.
>Best to let them know that was your intentions however.
Let’s greet him. You call calmly from the hall after departing from the kitchen where you had waited patiently.
also i bought chef boyardee for dinner since i didn’t eat today besides 2 cookies i actually wasn’t allowed to eat apparently wheeze
Tapers aren't to be worn for more than a few minutes, if that. If you can't get it out, you stretched before your ears were ready. And your size means little to your knowledge of accurate modification practices. People can be 1" and be full of shit.
I can’t take them out after just a few minutes?
That’s bad for me i’m sorry but people are different okay I can’t keep a taper in for just a few minutes sometimes I need to inch it on a bit because my ear is being stiff or something. I wore 7/26” plugs for MONTHS and then only recently tapered up to the 1/2”
it still took some healing time I’m sorry but I do know my ears best I know my body very well
I’m not full of shit either, you were being helpful at first now you’re just being rude
I’ve done this for a year and I did lots of research before hand when I was just 14g with no plugs, basic earrings. I’ve learned things along the way as well! So I happen to not be in that category so it was very pointless to bring that up
I'm not trying to be mean or anything please please don't take this that way but do you think maybe not taking your pills the past couple days could be the reason your not feeling well/coping with things? Just a thought I know you have a lot on your plate so I really hope you feel better soon!
Ahhh maybe but when I started these apparently it takes a week for these to get out of my system completely?
you could be right though brains are weird
I still don’t know what to tag those ED posts
Bulimia tho with the slashes
A) Relapsing is part of the recovery process. It's painful, but it's normal. B) MOTHERFUCKER YOU ARE NOT GOING OUT AND GETTING HIT BY A CAR I SEE YOU THINKING ABOUT IT. I know it's hard to remember why you're alive at times like this, but let me just remind you that people love you and this feeling will pass. If nothing else, stay alive for Em. For your cat. For us. For one last bowl of ice cream.
I know it’ll pass I know.
It’s on the mind though
I’m just too stressed right now
Take my doctor up on a psychiatrist referral
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